Young and foolish so we were
can you remember
as our eyes greeted with giggles
'Yo boy!?'
screeching in front of me
of your gigantic mountain bike frame
making you appear inferior
on the exterior, definitely an
emperor disguised.
Hazel eyes they were and varnished oak wood brown complexion,
holding shelves of books like competitiveness, complications, confusions,
compliments, discontentments, ambitions, amusements, intelligence... argumentative,
and i read them all eagerly,
repetitively and devoutly
as though you were my religion.
Disputes and bruised ego's
where did it go? I tried to follow
the crumbs it has left behind, leading to a wall of mist
which distracts the train of thoughts to a halt
on the last station, bear and empty.
Wish I didn't throw her number away
I regret missing you
Candy.
Save me from this crushing dismay
i hope to cross your path some day
would you even rememeber me
anyway?
Faithfully yours,
A Lost Friend.
Shaun Gordon aka Donusho 27/10/2010 ©
Showing posts with label mixed feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mixed feelings. Show all posts
Wednesday, 3 November 2010
Candy
Labels:
friendships,
mixed feelings,
Past,
Poetry,
regrets,
thoughts
Wednesday, 1 September 2010
I saw you Today Grey.
I saw you Today Grey.
I saw you today
focused and tired
walking on the bleak and grey tarmac
Blurry around nine-thirty.
I saw you today
my smile greeted you
with the warmth of the sun
you felt it, unknowingly.
I saw you today
In your navy tank top
over a white t-shirt and jeans,
holding a Brown tan leather breif-case,
oh, look at that!
You've cut your hair low,
other than that,
you looked the same.
Almost, a frozen picture frame.
I saw you today
as you walked
in your bubble of thoughts
which was 'un-pop-able':
were you stressed?
Are you even happy?
I saw you today
and reminisced
on how I saw you
as my big brother
bordering Fatherhood figure
Cloaked and protected
under your wings, your words and guidance...
Perhaps.
I saw you today
and could have
walked directly behind you
and morphed myself into your shadow
But
Instead I let you go.
Its a shame
that we were so close
and I was
simply unrecognisable.
Today was good
Because I saw you.
Perhaps.
Shaun Gordon aka Donusho
26/8/2010 ©
I saw you today
focused and tired
walking on the bleak and grey tarmac
Blurry around nine-thirty.
I saw you today
my smile greeted you
with the warmth of the sun
you felt it, unknowingly.
I saw you today
In your navy tank top
over a white t-shirt and jeans,
holding a Brown tan leather breif-case,
oh, look at that!
You've cut your hair low,
other than that,
you looked the same.
Almost, a frozen picture frame.
I saw you today
as you walked
in your bubble of thoughts
which was 'un-pop-able':
were you stressed?
Are you even happy?
I saw you today
and reminisced
on how I saw you
as my big brother
bordering Fatherhood figure
Cloaked and protected
under your wings, your words and guidance...
Perhaps.
I saw you today
and could have
walked directly behind you
and morphed myself into your shadow
But
Instead I let you go.
Its a shame
that we were so close
and I was
simply unrecognisable.
Today was good
Because I saw you.
Perhaps.
Shaun Gordon aka Donusho
26/8/2010 ©
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